I have struggled with weight all my life... isn't that how all these blogs begin? I'm not going to attempt variations. It is what it is. I was always called the fat kid while growing up. Signs on my back were quite visible when exiting my school bus, children would draw pictures of me and pass them around the classroom. Typically, a fat pig with the title of "butterball" as a heading. I recall that in 8th grade a boy told me, "You're too fat for me" after I had finally gained the courage to ask him out. Sweatpants or elastic jeans were a regular part of my wardrobe. Thank god they were at least in style at the time!
I enjoyed swiss cake rolls, twinkies, and chocolate milk like any other kid but I don't recall gorging myself in sweets. I was very active, believe it or not. I loved to ride my bike, do gymnastics, dance with my friends, go exploring in the 38 acre woods we had around us. But for some reason, I just couldn't seem to lose the pudge and believe me, no one, including myself, would let me forget. In high school, my prom date, told me I looked pregnant right before our pictures were about to be taken. And the drama continued.....
Much has changed since High school. I no longer spend time with those merely interested in outside appearances and my confidence has boosted simply from not being reminded 24/7 of how large I seem to appear to others...whether legitimately or not. But I do stand naked before myself every day like all other humans on this planet. I see the imperfections and the robust form I have. I am a woman of substance.
I got married when I was 24 and at that time I genuinely felt comfortable in my skin. I had been working out each day, eating well balanced meals and then God gave me an amazing inheritance. A beautiful baby boy. He is now 3 1/2 and like most moms, I haven't devoted the time and attention I need to shape my shapely figure. But my day has come and I think I have chosen a very good day to start. Today, I am 29 years old. I am on the cusp of a new decade in life and I want to see visible changes. I want to fit in the clothing that I worked so hard to fit in just 5 years ago.
So, how I chose to achieve this has not been optimistically accepted by the majority. It is the HCG diet. Look it up if you want to know more. This blog is not intended to explain every little detail about the diet. I only assume you know a little something about it already if you found this blog, so congratulations!! There is a LOT of criticism out there about it being a quick fix, not something maintainable ect.But let me just say, Its not meant to be maintainable. Why am I okay with that? Haven't you just complained about how fat you have been all your life, you may say.... (actually I think you did just say that...I heard you!) It is to provide the dieter....ahem, ME.... with incentive. If I lose 30 to 40 lbs, will I be in a hurry to put them back on? Some may do such things unwittingly. However, I am done being that girl in the commercial who is so bloated she has to lay on the bed to pull her zipper up. I have tried many things out there and really, nothing is maintainable unless you CHOOSE to maintain or stick to whatever regimen you have decided to do.
Sooooo, this is an experiment. And I am willing to give it 110%. I purchased oral drops at my local CVS on sale for $19.99 for a 1 fl oz bottle. As instructed you are to take the drops 3 times a day and I'm following a very strict low calorie diet. I am skeptical, a bit nervous and scared. But others have conducted this experiment before me and I have seen some of these individuals first hands be extremely successful on this program and their results have left me good naturedly envious.
So, how I chose to achieve this has not been optimistically accepted by the majority. It is the HCG diet. Look it up if you want to know more. This blog is not intended to explain every little detail about the diet. I only assume you know a little something about it already if you found this blog, so congratulations!! There is a LOT of criticism out there about it being a quick fix, not something maintainable ect.But let me just say, Its not meant to be maintainable. Why am I okay with that? Haven't you just complained about how fat you have been all your life, you may say.... (actually I think you did just say that...I heard you!) It is to provide the dieter....ahem, ME.... with incentive. If I lose 30 to 40 lbs, will I be in a hurry to put them back on? Some may do such things unwittingly. However, I am done being that girl in the commercial who is so bloated she has to lay on the bed to pull her zipper up. I have tried many things out there and really, nothing is maintainable unless you CHOOSE to maintain or stick to whatever regimen you have decided to do.
Sooooo, this is an experiment. And I am willing to give it 110%. I purchased oral drops at my local CVS on sale for $19.99 for a 1 fl oz bottle. As instructed you are to take the drops 3 times a day and I'm following a very strict low calorie diet. I am skeptical, a bit nervous and scared. But others have conducted this experiment before me and I have seen some of these individuals first hands be extremely successful on this program and their results have left me good naturedly envious.
As far as DAY 1, I have had some hunger pangs today but for the most part, I have felt satisfied and I have to give the drops credit for that. I plan on sticking to this for the next 3 weeks as encouraged by the program. So, August 13th will be my last day and then it is encouraged to gradually increase your calories. I will update this blog and keep all the curious minds informed of my progress.
As of today, I am 176.6lbs and excited to see where I stand 3 weeks from now. If anything, this will definitely provide an opportunity for me to work on self control...and couldn't we all improve in that area?
As of today, I am 176.6lbs and excited to see where I stand 3 weeks from now. If anything, this will definitely provide an opportunity for me to work on self control...and couldn't we all improve in that area?
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